Sonra dayanamıyorsun. Her şeyi için

Sonra dayanamıyorsun. Her şeyi içine atmaktan yavaş yavaş tükendiğini hissediyorsun. Seni çok iyi anlıyorum diyen herkesin, seni anlamadığını görüyorsun. En yakınından uzaklaşıyorsun. Yapabildiğin en iyi şeyin, yazmak olduğunu görüyorsun. Yazıyorsun. Herkesten saklasan da, gizlesen de tükeniyorsun. Hani o dışarıya verdiğin mutluyum imajı var ya, içini yiyip bitiriyor. Biri gelse ve gerçekten de tam anlamıyla yanında olsa, düzeliceksin gibi geliyor. Ama o kadar çok yenilgiye uğradın ki sevmede, değer vermede, bir yanın hep kimseye güvenme diyor. O yanına yenilmeye başladığın zaman, asıl acıları tatmaya da başlıyorsun. İşte o anlar kalbinin, aklını yendiği anlar oluyor. Ve benim kalbim akılımı hep yeniyor. Değer vermekte bir sorun yokta, aynı önemi, ilgiyi, sevgiyi, değeri göremeyince başlıyor asıl sorun. Asıl sorunlar, asıl canını yakanlar oluyor. Birde yitirdiklerin var, dönülmez yolda bıraktıkların, geri dönmeyeceğini ezberlediklerin. Hani her şeyde derler ya ”hayat devam ediyor” aynen öyle. Ne giden geri geliyor, ne kalanlar değerini biliyor, ne yerin, nede kıymetin değişiyor. Sen sadece günden güne eriyorsun, tükeniyorsun, hissizleşiyosun. Ama gerçekten de bir gün aklım bu savaştan üstün çıkarsa, o zaman tam anlamıyla sevdiğim insanlar, tam anlamıyla soğukluğu tadacaklar.

Results (English) 1:

then you can not stand. throw into everything from the feel that slowly depleted. I understand very well because everyone, you see that you understand. the near receding. The best thing you can do, you see that letter. You're writing. better hide it from everyone, which hides are also running. I'm glad you know you gave it out there, or image, of the consuming.and indeed, literally next one overtakes though, it sounds like you're düzelicek. You've been defeated, but not so much in love, appreciation, one side always says do not trust anyone. When he began to eat next, you're the real pain begins in the tasting. Here is the heart of those moments, moments when your mind is getting beat. my mind and my heart is always beating.There is a problem in valuing the same importance, interest, love, value not see any real problem begins. the real problem, the real is happening hurts. In what one has lost, irrevocably what let down, memorize what would not return. behold in everything they say "life goes on" exactly. What goes comes back, you know the value of what remains, what location,What is the asset's changing. you're just coming day by day, you're running, you're hissizleşiyo. but this war is indeed superior to my mind if one day, then literally my favorite people, will literally taste the cold.

Results (English) 2:

Then you can't stand. Taking into everything slowly running out. I understand you very well, said everyone, I see you don't understand. The most close to the receding. As you can see, the best thing is to write. Are You Writing. Better hide from everyone, gizlesen and tükeniyorsun. I'm glad you got that out of the image, eating inside. If someone next to you can not fix lenses though, and I really feel like literally. But so much you were defeated that sevmede, a part of the value, I don't trust anyone, he says. That's when you start to taste the pain, whipped up. It's those moments, your heart beating. And my heart is akılımı always winning. The importance of a problem at the moment, the same values, interest, love, value and not a starting problem. The real problems, the real lives of the people who burned. And there's no turning back on the road more, yitirdiklerin, ezberlediklerin. You know, everything they say or "life goes on". What is the value of the rest of what is coming back, what place, nor is changing the asset. You're just day to day, eriyorsun, tükeniyorsun, hissizleşiyosun. But it is indeed a day my mind is superior to this war, then literally the people I love, literally coldness a dose of that.

Results (English) 3:

The dayanamıyorsun. take it all in slowly ran out. I can understand you very well," he said, everyone you see that you did not understand. The closest uzaklasıyorsun. Do this as many times as you can, the best thing is, you see that. Yazıyorsun. Also, anyone else gizlesen saklasan tukeniyorsun also. So where is the image I'm happy that you have given them out of there and eat the inside of, or slows down.in fact, this is one of, as well as in full, even though it is there, like duzeliceksin. But that there are too many to get a beating sevmede encountered so that the value is in the side with a reliance upon it to anyone," says. The yenilmeye next to where you started, the actual time in-tasting baslıyorsun angles. And that's the reason that all those moments to your heart beat is moments. And I Sooooo akılımı is always overcome.it is a problem, the same importance of yokta, attention, love, is the problem starts Later. The problems are, the real life of yakanlar. There is one yitirdiklerin bıraktıkların road, turn ezberlediklerin, turning back. So where is every thing they say "life is in progress" just like that. What is going to come back, what do you know, what is the rest of the location,change in value. You only from day to day, tukeniyorsun eriyorsun, hissizlesiyosun. But it was really a day my mind is going in the post-war superior, if that time is literally my favorite people, in full tadacaklar standoff.